We all could foresee it, we saw it coming. Rohan was a game that could have been in the top, but due to the decisions from the company and what not, the game didn’t lasted for long to me and for several others.
But I must say that during the few days when the guild was established, it was very fun indeed. Pleasant memories were made and it seemed that we were indeed like a family back then.
However, things started to fall apart. Due to several issues, I knew that I didn’t have the strength to continue the journey. Perhaps it was a bad start to establish a guild in Rohan, seeing that the game is PK based after all.
After the 2 busy and stressful weeks before my summer vacation, I soon realized that I can’t play Rohan anymore. There were too much things that reminded me of my failure, and the things that I could not achieved. I knew that I wasn’t a leader worthy, so I tried to forget about Rohan and everything that revolves around it.
I tried to say to myself: “Things will get better eventually”. But that was just a lie that I wanted to make myself believe in. I know that many people are disappointed at me, and some might even hate me right now.
But, this is the reality; this is the part of life. Not everyone have to love me. Because that’d mean that I’m perfect, and perfect doesn’t exist in this world that we’re living in.
Oh well, I think that I babbled enough actually. I thank those that stuck with me to the end; I owe you guys a lot. I hope that you guys will continue to have fun in Rohan or with your life. Best wishes to everyone whom I might not see again.
Sincerely,
Jacelyn
But I must say that during the few days when the guild was established, it was very fun indeed. Pleasant memories were made and it seemed that we were indeed like a family back then.
However, things started to fall apart. Due to several issues, I knew that I didn’t have the strength to continue the journey. Perhaps it was a bad start to establish a guild in Rohan, seeing that the game is PK based after all.
After the 2 busy and stressful weeks before my summer vacation, I soon realized that I can’t play Rohan anymore. There were too much things that reminded me of my failure, and the things that I could not achieved. I knew that I wasn’t a leader worthy, so I tried to forget about Rohan and everything that revolves around it.
I tried to say to myself: “Things will get better eventually”. But that was just a lie that I wanted to make myself believe in. I know that many people are disappointed at me, and some might even hate me right now.
But, this is the reality; this is the part of life. Not everyone have to love me. Because that’d mean that I’m perfect, and perfect doesn’t exist in this world that we’re living in.
Oh well, I think that I babbled enough actually. I thank those that stuck with me to the end; I owe you guys a lot. I hope that you guys will continue to have fun in Rohan or with your life. Best wishes to everyone whom I might not see again.
Sincerely,
Jacelyn
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